My Meditation Journey
I’ve been meditating for around 15 years, and my journey has taken me from trying to fix insomnia, stress and anxiety to exploring one of the deepest questions there is: who am I?
Meditation first entered my life because I was struggling with sleep, stress and the consequences of burning the candle at both ends. What started as a practical solution gradually transformed my life. I became calmer, more resilient and emotionally balanced, and eventually meditation became much more than a way of feeling better.
Over the years I trained in several different approaches, including mantra meditation, Vipassana, Zen and self-inquiry. But the biggest shift in my understanding came through studying Shinzen Young’s Unified Mindfulness system.
Shinzen’s approach showed me how apparently different meditation traditions can be understood through a simple, practical framework. It also showed me that meditation can work on different levels.
At one level, it can help you deal with very ordinary human problems: stress, anxiety, overthinking, emotional reactivity, insomnia, burnout and feeling overwhelmed. You don’t need to be interested in spirituality or enlightenment to benefit.
But meditation can also go much deeper.
Using the techniques of Unified Mindfulness, we can develop concentration, clarity and equanimity while investigating the nature of our own experience. We can begin to see through deeply held assumptions about who we are and what reality is.
This is where meditation connects with what traditional teachings call Kensho, Satori, Awakening or Enlightenment.
My own practice eventually led to a profound awakening experience, which Shinzen Young later confirmed as satori. That experience completely changed my understanding of what meditation is capable of.
Today, I teach what I call Deep Insight, inspired by Shinzen’s Unified Mindfulness. My aim is to make meditation practical, accessible and grounded — whether you simply want to sleep better and feel less stressed, or you want to explore the deepest possibility of waking up to your true nature.
Wherever you are on that spectrum, meditation can meet you there.